Friday, 9 June 2017
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Sunday, 4 June 2017
two month anniversary
Two Month Anniversary
It’s the 4th of June today so technically (and literally and not at all meta[phiorically76) I’ve been in my new flat and living alone for a whole two months and have not crossed the threshold of the home I spend 30 years part paying for nor have I seen Nathaniel, Hannah, Monty or Tywin during this time. Not spoken to Nathaniel during this time, despite texting him to say I was extremely depressed and needed someone to talk to, his only reply was he loved me as a parent but was keeping out of things ... fine ... so long as I believe he’d not spoken to Hannah either ... which of course he has. Hannah has not responded either to my nasty not apologetic texts ... actually that’s for the best because in all honesty I’ve reached the point where I don’t really want to ever see her again. I’m too old now to waste anymore of what remains of my life on someone who quite obviously harbours no good feeling towards me and whose fondest wish would probably be to be told I’d died. Some kids don’t bond with one parent or another and that would appear to be the case here. There’s absolutely no way, after 16 years that can now be changed so it’s an utter pointless waste of time trying to do so. Plus I’ve had enough of her contempt and indifference to last a lifetime. My fall in February proved categorically, and beyond any reasonable doubt, that she harbours no feeling of affection for me; so be it I’m done.
If I’m totally honest, AND AGAIN I’VE NOT GOT ENOUGH TIME LEFT TO WASTE ANYMORE OF MY LIFE GIVING OTHER PEOPLE CONFORTABLE LIES, I’m far more happy living alone and I really have no inclination nor desire to return to the family home or, for that matter, see any of my family. After all, Hannah hates me, Deborah wishes she’s never married me (yes it was a mistake we’ve both wasted our lives) and Nat’s made it quite clear that he’s picked sides instead of remaining neutral. So perhaps it’s time to burn my bridges because, after all, Nat’s left home anyway so I’d hardly see him again. Neither Hannah nor I have any desire whatsoever to spend any time in the other’s company whilst Deborah and I have displayed no affection toward one another for over 10 years which basically says all that needs saying.
If ever there was a time to win the lottery this is it; I’d the f**k off, travel the world, and no one would ever hear from me again which works perfectly because I can’t think of anyone who would want to hear from me or anyone I’d particularly want to hear from . They’ve also burnt their bridges.
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Saturday, 3 June 2017
Sunday, 28 May 2017
1 scoop of Turkish delight and 1 of pistachio and 1 scoop of white chocolate and one scoop of chocolate sensation with hannah.
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Saturday, 27 May 2017
Wednesday, 24 May 2017
Tuesday, 23 May 2017
Please vote for the 4th Leicester Scout Group.
Sunday, 21 May 2017
Monday, 15 May 2017
Nearly Home about of a third of aile left but back on road leaving canal
I'm at King Power Stadium! http://4sq.com/cYaL0g
Walking home that's my 10,000 stop easily knocked on the head
I'm at Mr. Tyre Ltd, Leicester! http://4sq.com/bFZHOa
Sunday, 14 May 2017
My beautiful Hannah ❤️
Saturday, 13 May 2017
Wednesday, 3 May 2017
Walking along the Grand Union Canal to the GP's for appointment with the Doctor. Stopped for a sit here
I'm at Aylestone! http://4sq.com/MOG3Ju
Saturday, 29 April 2017
A baby born after a miscarriage or loss of a baby is referred to as a Rainbow baby. Today we remember babies born sleeping, or we've carried but never met, those we've held but couldn't take home, the ones that came home but didn't stay. This is my Rainbow Baby's Caitlin's footprint. 🌈 ❤️
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A baby born after a miscarriage or loss of a baby is referred to as a Rainbow baby. Today we remember babies born sleeping, or we've carried but never met, those we've held but couldn't take home, the ones that came home but didn't stay. This is my Rainbow Baby's Caitlin's footprint. 🌈 ❤️
A baby born after a miscarriage or loss of a baby is referred to as a Rainbow baby. Today we remember babies born sleeping, or we've carried but never met, those we've held but couldn't take home, the ones that came home but didn't stay. This is my Rainbow Baby's Caitlin's footprint. 🌈 ❤️
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Wednesday, 5 April 2017
Living alone day 1 part 2
What is your happening today I've got a speed up PC first thing this morning and then when I put the kettle on and ring main tripping all the sockets went out could I find the fuse box could I borrow her to ring the agency to find out where it was doing that it was in a tiny little cupboard hidden behind wardrobe area in the bedroom place to put it make sense I suppose when you think with the main incoming power is on the outside wall but I would never seen that covered in a million years because it's where all the clothes are anyway power back on we watching daredevil later on we'll go for a walk to Aldi supermarket and get some cheap Coke and also do my steps before my Fitbit bites my arm off for being naughty
Living Alone Day One
Ok I've moved into my new flat so that Hannah can come home and hopefully sometime and separation will sort out our relationship and we can get on an even keel which would be fantastic the flat is lovely I really think it's more than enough room for me you know it's only two rooms I can't use the front room at the moment we have no 288 technically it should be the bedroom but uh I put the bed in the back room for the moment.
Of course not everything can go perfectly and the biggest worst possible thing happened when I plugged in my PC which was working perfectly at home this morning and was transported very delicately to euro today but it won't load it's recording a critical error fault so I cannot access any music you can access any Comics or any Media that is on there nor will I be able to use it for the Internet when I get connection on Tuesday I'm currently looking at ways to get it repaired hopefully without wiping all the data but I've all the things that could have happened that was a real bastard um
I'm watching daredevil the Director's Cut which just seemed to put little better than the original film and I just had a coffee and a couple of panel chocolate that's a long ways of getting what electronic devices out the work and getting law plugged in and charging unpacked all my clothes put up the bed and got the TV in place got the kitchen sorted out everything in its place I'm just such a little housewife today and make pop up for a walk to Aldi in a little while to get sense of dead sheep £17 a bottle Coke and I said cheap and it's written down sheep ha ha oh you've got the love you've got another word regular voice recognition at times anyway if I do it like this I can keep your blogger everyday and tell you what's going on I'm really sorry about what's happened to Hannah um I'm dreadfully dreadfully sorry I said if we have some time apart but happy we can drive through a get-together find out we actually like each other and love each other I don't quite know what's going on but something went toxic and the time apart would be great and I hope you feel so much better now that you feel safe please my love don't fall into despair or depression don't be naughty at school just work hard and passed his exams it's your future my love and I don't want to be responsible for spoiling it for you I love you dearly you can have my kidney anytime you need it and I just roll myself and robust to stop it rolling all the you
Monday, 3 April 2017
Sunday, 2 April 2017
Hannah Left Home
Well it appears that Hannah is too traumatised by argument to return home so it would appear that I am going to be moving out shortly
OK well it would seem that she doesn't have, and never has had, any feelings towards me anyway so it's been 16 years of wasted time trying to get any kind of love from her so I suppose I just move out and let her get on with her exams.
Plus, you course, it's also fucked up everything with Nat who I'll now probably rarely ever see again either
Started 2017 with 2 kids 3 months in got none.
Thursday, 30 March 2017
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